Well, Just now I actually revert from my plan to AWOL. Honestly, I did it because like there is no one else to do it and one promise i made to God “Please let other people do those spectacular stuff. Let me do my thing. But if there is really no one else to pick up Your banner then I’ll pick it up”.

Not to temberang but that’s actually what happen. Some people might argue that those thing are not spectacular at all. For me, everytime I pick up His banner then it is a spectacular stuff.

One of my sister in Christ called me on a very short notice asking whether I will do bantering. The sound of desperation in her voice really makes me feel kesian to her plea. My thought was “my,my really no one ka God. Kesiannya. Ok fine I’ll take it”. Well, It is indeed a very last minute stuff and I just go there and get the job done. I don’t have much time to think what exactly to say and totally new to the thing. It is actually my 1st time because all this while there were just enough people to pick up His banner.

I was so blur with how things should flow and the extra pressure coming from the prospect of which I’ll be singing psalm for the 1st time does not help either. Praise God things run smoothly without any complication just some minor  inconsistency in my  storytelling.haha.

Singing is not always my strong point eventhough I love to criticise one of my aunty. Well, you don’t have to be good in singing to give upbuilding comments right(remember Simon Cowell.lol.). Anyway, basically I screwed up with my tempo on my 1st line but I somehow recover for the next 3 lines. Praise God.

Everyone was talking about it as soon as the mass ended. One by one come with a funny story.haha. Well I don’t mind. Maybe It’s good that I add cheer to some of these people’s life. Some even receive affirmation and encouragement. As for me, I feel freedom and satisfaction in fulfilling His mission.

It’s the 1st time in months and maybe close to a year since the last time I join Lifemass. Today I choose to come back because I have a feeling that there is gonna be a great awakening and God really indeed need every single hand to move His Kingdom. I responded. And He welcome me with a bang. A double bang.haha.

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